why??

Why can't I sleep? I've been in bed for an hour and a half... lights out, nice and warm, no noise. And I just can't sleep.... I'm going to be knackered at work tomorrow... again!

I'm so fed up with this...

Any ideas?

It just gets more exciting in my world...

I've just bought a headlight... woo!! I don't think I can cope with this kind of excitement any longer....

New low...

Eating ham... out of a tin.... sigh....

A first

Well... no applause for me after a performance tonight.

This shouldn't bother me as much as it has... Perhaps I'm not as good as I thought...

:(

Saturday slobbing

Eating buttered crumpets, drinking tea, watching QI and playing Fish Tycoon. What better way to spend a Saturday afternoon?

Well... apart from actually doing something fun.....

Doctors

Lots of pain in my right hip forced me to go see the doc today.

Hopefully those who know me will realise this means it's pretty bad, as I generally avoid going to the docs if I can. They've given me some pills, but basically made out that it's mostly in my head..... That old chestnut again. Whether it be 'I think the stress and anxiety you are feeling may be amplifying the pain' or 'it might be a good idea to contact the local mental health team to find out what's underlying these issues' I feel that basically, they're telling me it's not real.....

Bloomin' well feels real... *grumps*

Kits.xx

Evenings in...

sooo..... watching a rubbish American teen drama, eating 'fluff' out of the jar and snuggling my cat... on my own... in a tiny maisonette....

When did this happen???

A few changes

So... just to mention.. a few people have disappeared from the cast list....

This isn't because they mean any less to me now.... just because... due to life's mixed tapestry, they won't be making much of an appearance in my blog any more.

I miss you all.

I'm back! How many times...

So! once again, I've remembered that I have this blog... I bet no one even bothers to look at it any more.

Well I had a brainwave today... I know.. amazing.

I'm going to do a sponsored silence to raise awareness of the silent condition that is Fibromyalgia. Watch this space... more detail to come on here and facebook... and probably twitter. (i'm being all modern and social media savvy)

Kits.xxx