Struggling with little support for my choices. Very little motivation to... well... live.
Can see how things need to change, but it's going to be a very long and difficult road.
Tori helps... but still having to keep a lid on something that i want to just run with. To which, as anyone who knows me will attest, I'm not good at.
I'm very tired of this.
Minnie understands, but doesn't condone. Her opinion means everything to me, so this is the hardest to deal with.
Absinthe wants to meet Tori. but the distance makes it almost impossible.
Tori's family seems to be accepting me... but I'm still very aware that I'm under careful scrutiny... and I'm not doing too well...
Really want Red to come home. I want to talk to her about everything, but I'm scared she's going to warn me off Tori too...
All I know is that I'm starting to feel stronger because of her. She makes me laugh, and keeps my head up.
Hope is my only resort now.
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Babe are you feeling any better? You know you should just call me if you feel suicidal or low, any time. I'm sorry I'm not good at replying to things quickly, will get better. Love you lots xxxxx
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