26 April 2011

Green Shoots

It's complicated.

A tiny phrase but one that holds so much meaning.

She's wonderful, and caring and sweet. She's understanding and gentle. We literally finish each others sentences. I could easily love her. She's beautiful, brave and so strong. She makes me feel loved, and like I'm not as damaged as I think. Willing to let me be myself, and deal with all the confusion, paranoia and sadness that comes with that. She's funny, intelligent, sharp witted and balanced. So perfect for me.

But socially, unacceptable. For multiple reasons. To the point where I'm sure I'm going to disappoint so many people if things progress with her.

Time will tell on this one. But I think she's going to be so good for me.

Watch this space.x

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